  Wednesday, 25 November 2009
I got your back. at 23:05
 Hello boyfriend! xxxx It's another sleepless night :( No matter how hard I try, I just can't sleep! I just want to sleep instantly after closing my eyes but no, my eyes beg to differ. Sleeping after one hour of trying is madness okay? I cannot stand it! My mind would just start to wander around, making it so hard for me to go to sleep. You know I've always thought reading a book would be the solution. Now that I've tried it, it doesn't work at all. Nowadays, I find books too dull for me. Just reading one word, ONE WORD, i feel like closing the book. BUT, it does not make me sleep. All of this plus together, equals to random rants. *** Today's random rants I've been having dreams and it's not related to any creepy stuffs. But i dreamed of Taecyeon. He has been in many of my dreams. I'm suppose to feel so happy about it but i think its just wrong. lol. I fell for the same guy again twice! Okay, okay before you start jumping to conclusions, there's really nothing much about the dream. You can move on with your fantasy thinking! LOL. You know what, I miss talking with my friends. I miss talking about random things and surprisingly, I miss answering a teacher's question! I wish I'm a brainiac so everyone would hate me. And every time people start insulting me, I could just go 'Hey you! Go to hell, you pompous ass! I have a bright future ahead of me!' That would be wrong! HAHA. 'Cause I would be the pompous ass in that situation. Anyway, being a brainiac is pretty redundant now. I'm happy even without being the nerd one. How I wish I can be problem-free. Even in dreams, there's always at least one problem, as far as i know. Even in fairy tales! Problems are meant to be solve, but some are mind-boggling. But hey, I can always pull the I-am-okay-on-the-outside-but-unwell-in-the-inside trick. lol. Now I sound so pathetic. There's no way I would do that. If I'm happy, it brushes my troubles away. Simple as that. Because that trick I mentioned, EPIC FAIL. I'm an optimist so what the heck?! Move on is what I could think of. A person once told me, 'A pessimist will forever be a pessimist but an optimist can be a pessimist' I'll prove him wrong. someday.
Monday, 23 November 2009
It was a great big lie! at 15:29
 Goofy me! The MAMA is already, obviously, long over and I really enjoyed it! I watched it as if I understood a word they said. I dont want to say a lot of things about the MAMA so, I just wanna say Congratulations to all the winners! I have nothing to do! As if things that i want to do seems like its already been done! But I'll just say what I have in mind. I went to 2OD earlier and saw someone using a taecyeon icon. No, its not that I'm jealous but the fact that the icon was made by me. I was like, 'WOW!' Someone actually used my work! I'm just happy to see it! I had the same case before too. I went to 2PM's Youtube channel and saw a user using a Jaebeom icon (Courtesy by me again!)! But I wonder how they got these icons? Did they google? LOL. The icons are from here: CLICK And that is all I have to say! (Currently listening to Taec rapping violently ♥) Saturday, 21 November 2009
at 17:55
Mnet Asian Music Awards is tonight! I'm so excited!!!! Anybody is gonna be watching it too tonight? & OMG, Drunken Tiger is nominated for Best Male Singer!!!!!! & TASHA, Best Korean rapper, is gonna perform tonight! SHE'S A LEGEND I TELL YOU! TO TOP IT ALL, BEAST IS PERFORMING BIG BANG'S LIES! <3 There may not be any SM artists attending, but 2PM and BEAST will! I'M KNOCKING OUT ALREADY!!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.
I just want to celebrate! at 17:22 NUR HAZIQAH MESLI VS NUR FATIN AMALINA KAHAR MATCH 1  THEIR DESIRE TO WIN IS NO JOKE! LOL  Their screaming made Safwan go away! HAHAHAHAHA!  Haziqah is almost winning!  & K.O! MATCH 2  < & HAZIQAH KICKED FAFA'S BUTT ONCE AGAIN! MATCH 3   & ANOTHER WIN!!!!! MATCH 4  <  (this picture is so funny!)  FAFA LOST AGAIN! MATCH 5   & SHE SHOWED NO MERCY! MATCH 6  FINALLY, FAFA WINS INSTANTLY! (SEE ZQAH'S SHOCKING FACE!)   Ezzatie is trying to cheer Haziqah up! But right after that, she cheered over Fatin's win! HAHAHAHAHAHA. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------  We are professional enough to control our emotions! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. It's no big deal anyway if either of us win or not. That's what I think though. BUT TO SUM IT ALL, ITS ZQAH 5 - FAFA 1! VICTORY GOES TO NUR HAZIQAH MESLI! CONGRATULATIONS!!!! (It would've been fun if I'm a good writer so I could make this post more interesting! HEHE)
i give you porridge and a bowl of ice cream. at 14:38
It's another awesome week yeah? The first two days of this week is kind of dull but its only beginning to light up. I hope this goes on and probably no grey days at all! I have someone to talk to during my sister's (including Ezzatie & Hayqal) stay here. I don't seem so lonely but too bad, its only just for a few days. Just earlier today, my sister and I were playing UNO, with Ezzatie playing too but do not understand the game rules. Macam payah aku sama kakak ku main! BUT I WON A LOT OF TIMES! Ezzatie cries almost every day here! But the good thing is that since she's here, she eats all the time. It's suppose to be good because she hardly eats back in Muara. So last Thursday, I went to BSRC with my friends & it was awesome! But of course, we didn't expect there would be so many people at 9 o'clock in the morning! What's worse is that most of them are from our school and they are all boys :( Fafa, Zqah and I were struggling to get out of the Girls' room because of it. The people we saw at BSRC were mostly SMSS students! We even saw our seniors playing at the tennis court! After swimming, they stopped by my house and we played games! (Last minute plan!) Photos I have taken this week:         Fafa & Safwan playing Resident Evil 5! Actually I played it first before Fafa did! But I gave it to Fafa because I was scared. We were panicking alright, except Safwan! He enjoyed it the whole time! INDA FAIR! I clicked Menu many times because I wasn't ready to fight the zombies! LOL. Tuesday, 17 November 2009
This Life Ain't Mine. at 14:18My brother and his family are staying over for a few days. My plans totally changed because of it. Safwan said because I'm enjoying their company. He is probably right. I've been feeling really tired and I don't know why. But being tired is good because I fall asleep easily. I'VE BEEN SUFFERING FROM INSOMNIA *sobsob* I'll be going to BSRC this Thursday with my mates! I should be excited yeah? but there are . . . . people. HAHAHAHAHA. Try guessing who I am referring to! LOL. OH! I found out that my nephew's name is Hayqal, not Haiqal. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i'll upload some photographs soon.
Friday, 13 November 2009
hello there honey pie. at 16:19I just found out my last post was dated 9th November! :O you dont need me to explain what it means right? especially if you're catching up with the world news since 2001. And today is Friday the 13th & To Write Love On Her Arms Day! 8D Okay, i am a superstitious person but i don't believe that on Friday the 13th its bad luck for every female (females are the most affected right?). Its probably a coincidence, plus dont everyone has bad things happening around them on some days that is not Friday the 13th? My current days are beginning to lighten up because im having so much fun and for the first time, after a month, im really proud and excited to say that I AM ON A HOLIDAY! So I went to school last Tuesday and theres really nothing happening. I know that we were only given the parents day invitation but I decided to come for the sake of meeting my friends (like how Safwan said). There were only four of us but we had fun anyway. We talked a lot. The next day, I went for a swim at BSRC Club with Fafa in the morning. Just for fun though. Yesterday, the most awesome day during the holidays so far, we hung out at Zqah's crib! Played Rock Band most of the time. Avery and Chu were two hours late! Both me & Ziqah waited on her front porch while the others were busy playing. They didn't even know that we were outside. HAHA. Less than five minutes before Avery & Chu came, the others waited outside with us! The funny thing was that me & zqah were pointing to every black car we saw along the road. LOL! On getting into the car, Assyuhada, who followed me home, fell on her butt on the slippery stairs. I felt sorry for her but at the same time, felt like laughing. If we were small kids, we would've laughed at her and she would cry but we're not and we laughed it off together! (I am not a person who would laugh at people's miseries okay? There are times when I find it funny, but definitely not the ones I see on TV) So the pictures here are mostly un-edited. Really. There are some where I was trying to bring the old photo sort of colours back! You know, black and white with a little bit of colour. 10/11/09           I love seeing happy faces! 12/11/09               We were really drunk! Need prove? Look at how the camera is positioned! LOL.       That Gramophone actually works! (I googled the name. AHAHA)     This is the part where a particular person should say Thank You or I Love You to me. You know who you are.   This picture itself needs no editing. PS: Like always, you can ask for an original copy. PPS: Some of us are good pianists, for real.
Monday, 9 November 2009
its the new propaganda. at 22:27 An experiment I did. I think its cool. It's also my DP for my twitter. Except it does not have any texture. It has been quite some time since the last time i update my blog for consecutive days right? I am busy like always, school or no school, outing or not. I can only use busy as an excuse. With that, I am really sorry to my readers (i dont know if i have a lot of readers now like i used to). So I was watching Oprah last night & i almost cried when the guest talked about how her serial killer father killed a cat, BY BURNING IT! and when the guest said that she actually heard the cat screaming, I felt like I was there. Killing something that has life with no apparent reason is really uncalled for :((((((( I know its really late and I'm going to school later, yet i havent even go to bed, I stayed up all night chatting with Zqah. From 10.51PM to 3.37AM. This wasnt my original plan though. The plan was to upload photos on Flickr and update my blog. But suddenly comes Zqah. And I'm not saying it's a bad thing because I haven't been communicating a lot. Plus, I was in my room yesterday, not on the computer, but cleaning my room. It's so tiring but i like this kind of environment! I also got rid off my old textbooks from my room. I kept them in a cupboard where the old textbooks are kept (I eventually had to clean the cupboard as well because it was so messy to the extent there's not even any space to fit in more books, when it can actually hold a lot more). This is the dirty room. lol. I know it looks different for those who've seen it or been in it. It was already in the process of cleaning. I wish I took the exact Before picture but I wouldn't want to suffer myself by placing them back.  AND TADAAAAAA.  I changed my sheets.  Moved the cupboard (and moved the seat next to my desk, seen in the Dirty Room picture). I'm thinking of buying a new rack to keep those CDs and DVDs so I can keep my school books in that cupboard (I've always wanted one ever since I set my foot in IKEA).  These are my collections. K-pop collections were one of the threads in B2STRising. I thought I'd share it here too. And I saw the fans' collections, they were in bulks! Hardcore fans! Not that I'm jealous, really. Unless they have awesome TVXQ stuffs, especially a concert ticket. Yes, I am TVXQ bias.  I can't believe its almost the end of the year and the calendars will no longer be useful for next year (unless I live under a rock and thinks its still 2009 or cut them out and stick them on the wall, but it would be wasteful). I saw a TVXQ 2010 calendar and its the Japanese version. It's cheap, just $42.87 (Yeah right, I dont even have to pay for it)! I should order it real soon! I dont want it to be sold out or I'll be shedding tears throughout the whole year :'((( AND YEAH, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATIN AMEERAH! AND TAEC'S RAP IN I WAS CRAZY ABOUT YOU MAKES UP MY DAY EVERYDAY AS IF MY LIFE HAS BEEN FULFILLED! <3 (though its a heartbreaking song. but whatever, i love this guy!)
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